its still hot out.

And I'm still sweaty and tired. I hope Vancouver goes back to being non-stop rain soon... but only for a few days cause I like this whole "sun" thing. I was flipping through the channels earlier, and spotted Mr. Holland's Opus about 30minutes into the movie. 'Course I watched it, and was once again reminded about how much I love that movie and Richard Dreyfuss as an actor. Makes me all teary eyed, and then those teary eyes go and spill down my cheeks and make me feel like a twat when sis' fiancee comes in and sits on the other couch.

It was nice though, because I haven't cried for many many months... even if it was just about a movie, and all the other times I cry (unless it's from a yawn, of course).

It makes me somewhat annoyed though - never being able to cry. I mean I probably have stuff to cry about every now and then, can't point anything out right now, but... sometimes I just need to let it out and I haven't been able to.

I like to think it's because I'm mentally unstable.

Speaking of which, my parents went up to Kamloops for the weekend, and younger sis went to Kelowna, leaving older sis and I at home. This would be a good thing, did I not have to work last night from 7-midnight, and print a great number of things for church today before finding out, after printing half of them, that the individual I was to give them to wasn't going to be at church either.... Add on the fact that I replied to potential employer saying I'd be available for that telephone interview, so my parentless, 1-sisterless weekend ended up being just as boringly regular as any other.

I also tried to make a new design today and got it all designed up, just didn't convert it to code... because I realized I would just want to change it again a few days later, so why bother. I have an attention span, really I do!

Oh yea, and Mackie; I'm 20.